I'm Tired ♥ Original Poem
Dear Quibblonians, it's been a while since I was active on Quibblo! I decided to warm up everything with a nice little poem that describes exactly how I am feeling at this very moment, right now. Poetry is powerful and can communicate using emotion in just a few words, so I hope that some people will be able to relate to this poem and let them know that they're not the only ones going through this. Thank you! ~~ Hayley~ â™¥
I give up... ♥
Tired of people looking down on me,
Tired of people being judgmental
before they even get to know me.
Iâ€™m tired of having people I donâ€™t even know
come up to me and assume Iâ€™m not worth their time.
Tired of things where I have to try,
Tired of times when I can't help but fail
and people laugh at me anyway.
Iâ€™m tired of taking courage to try out new things
but when I fail, they act like it is unforgivable.
Tired of my friends closing me out,
Tired of them keeping the smallest of secrets
when I trust them with my life.
Iâ€™m tired of being excluded and left alone
because they donâ€™t want me to hear what they are saying.
Tired of being brave for once,
Tired of telling who I love my true feelings
and being rejected without a trace of sympathy.
Iâ€™m tired of being expected to cope with everything
while they donâ€™t see how fast Iâ€™m breaking inside.
Tired of having people look past me
and the fact that I have a heart just like them,
Tired of playing the part of the one with no emotion.
Iâ€™m tired of being the one everybody turns to
not when theyâ€™re happy, but when theyâ€™re angry and
they need somebody to take it all out on.
Tired of having to look in the mirror,
and not wanting to believe thatâ€™s who I really am.
Tired of waiting for a miracle to arrive.
Iâ€™m tired of waiting too long and too hard
for something that isnâ€™t even meant to be mine
while my dreams mislead me.
Tired of wanting to turn dreams into plans,
but with no idea of where to start
or where to go next.
â€¦I give up.