I NEED SOME NICE, NON JUDGMENTAL PEOPLE TO READ THIS AND TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER :(

i have been back for a week now but havent had access to internet so yeah, i will write a post later about my trip and maybe post pictures from the trip.
PLEASE DONT JUDGE

Chapter 1

i have been acting BAD lately....

i dont know what the heck has come over me and i honestly feel like i dont even recognize who i am anymore.

lately i have been acting a "certain way" with boys cause they have been complimenting me and saying im hot, pretty, sexy and like it made me feel great about myself and made me feel desirable which is what i wanted and still want but not in THAT WAY. So i started to take inappropriate pictures of myself and send it to them and now i feel cheap, slutty and i hate myself!

i know i was all preachy and self righteous in my opinion rant book but idk its like for the first time in my life, i finally felt like a regular pretty girl and i liked that feeling of knowing guys liked me but i didnt think that i would feel so worthless afterwards!

so now those guys have pics of me and idk if they will post it on internet or show to friends but i just need a virtual hug or something from you guys since like i cant tell my mom or sis about this and i had a recent falling out with my bff and honestly i just feel like i wanna cry cause this is not who i am as a person AT ALL! im a good christian girl, so idk what the heck is wrong with me but

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DONT STOP HATING ME OR JUDGE ME FOR THIS PLEASE!

i hope you guys dont like me any less.

also if u want mexico pics, let me know, ok

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