I am SICK of people giving out about this.

I AM FVCKING PISSED OFF.

Chapter 1

............

by: Apathy_
Okay, so I just read something where someone was giving out about depressed people and people who cut, saying that it was stupid and idiotic and that those people were just trying to get attention.

Um.. Excuse me? Exactly WHAT do you know about it?!

If you've never been depressed, you don't understand. You don't understand the horrific war raging in your mind, the basic human instinct with the will to live, and then the rest of you wanting to die.

YOU DON'T FVCKING KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO WAKE UP EVERY MORNING AND BE DISAPPOINTED THAT YOU COULD WAKE UP.

If I was cutting for attention, I WOULD TIE YOU TO A FVCKING CHAIR AND MAKE YOU WATCH ME CUT. Do I fvcking do that? Does ANYONE fvcking do that?

Um...No.

The reason that I talk about my depression on here, is that I have no one to talk to in real life. They don't. Fvcking. Get it. And I stopped at one point. I stopped talking about it on here, and I acted as if I was getting better because people were getting worried, but then y'know what? I got fvcking sick of lying to people. And because I wasn't letting it out ANYWHERE, the cutting got worse.

All you people who give out about this, you think you know. But you really don't. And you know you don't. It's your opinion, and I respect that. But the fact is, I don't think you should be giving out about something that you, in reality, know nothing about.

People like to say "Just be happy!"

If it was that easy... Wouldn't we have done it long ago?

I have said it before, and I will say it again; DEPRESSION IS A FVCKING MENTAL ILLNESS. JUST LIKE CANCER IS A FVCKING PHYSICAL ILLNESS.

Would you see someone with cancer and just walk the fvck up to them and go "Just be healthy!" NO YOU WOULD FVCKING NOT. BECAUSE IT'S FVCKING INSULTING.

And another thing - cutting DOES NOT MAKE YOU AN ATTENTION SEEKING WHORE. DO YOU KNOW THE FVCKING MEANING OF THE WORD WHORE?! BECAUSE IT IS NOT APPLICABLE HERE!!!

Yeah. Sorry if I offended you. But I'm fvcking sick to death of people giving out about things like this when they don't really know much about it.

Again; sorry.

Really.

~Jenni xxx

44 Comments

© 2019 Polarity Technologies
X
X

Invite Next Author

Write a short message (optional)

or via Email

Enter Quibblo Username

X

Report This Content