Don't do this, Carson.
Listen to me. Please, please, please don't do this. We've been talking since October 18th, and I've known you since I was 9 and you were 5, and I just can't lose you right now. You're too important to be lost. I know tonight has been kind of rough for us, because we have been fighting, but you're not worth losing over something stupid. You've been like a sister to me for over 9 years. 9 YEARS. And we just started dating a week ago, but I know that what I have for you is real. I've loved you since the first day that you came home with Harlee. It's hard to believe that day was over 9 years ago. You used to come over every weekend to stay with Harlee. And I will never forget the night that I first kissed you. Two years ago at me and Harlee's halloween party, I kissed you. It felt so right. Even if it was just a dare, it felt like more than that to me. And then one week ago, 12/14/12, I asked you to be mine. And you said yes. After years, and years of trying you finally said yes. It was probably one of the happiest moments of my life. Carson, I'm in love with you. Even though we are 4 years apart in age, I still need you. So please, Carson. I'm asking you with everything I have, to stay. Please.