The Girl Who Wished To Be Skinny

I guess you could say this is kind of a true story... Some of the things in it could be similar to things that have happened to me.... :(

Chapter 2

Doctor Stalker

The next morning I woke up around 10:30. I got up and went in the bathroom and took a shower, brushed my teeth and got dressed. Then I went out of my room to see if my mom was up yet. She wasnt, so I decided to take a walk. I went outside and it was hot. I saw some kids outside playing across the street. They started staring at me, but then continued playing. Then I walked to the side walk and started walking.

I was worried my mom would wake up before I got back, I knew she would freak out if she did and I wasnt home. I decided to go to the park. I wouldnt stay long and then I would come back home. My mom usually slept pretty late, so it wasnt likely she would wake up before I got back. I was half way to the park and a car pulled up beside me. I got scared and thought about running away.

The window rolled down and I saw the doctor from yesterday. He said "Yeah, I think you should walk to!" Then he rolled the window back up and drove away. I stood there not knowing what to do. After a minute I just kept walking. I got to the park and walked half way through it. Then I saw the doctor again. I ignored him and just kept walking. Soon he came up behind me and started walking beside me.

He said "Still walking I see, you should everyday. It could really do you some good!" Then he smiled and walked away. I watched him in discust and decided to turn around and go home. It was getting kind of late and I didnt want my mom waking up before I got back. I didnt see the doctor again on the way home. When I got home my mom had already woken up. As soon as I came in the door she said "Where have you been!?"

I said "I was just taking a walk in the park! My god mom, I cant have any freedom!" She had been sitting on the couch and she'd gotten up. She walked over to me and said "I give you plenty of freedom and you know that!" I said "No you dont give me any freedom. I was just taking a walk in the freaking park and your flipping out about it!" She said "I was worried about you, I didnt know where you were!."

I didnt say anything and she walked away. I went to my room, shut the door and locked it. I sat on my bed and started thinking about that stupid doctor and what he said. Then there was a bang on the window. I jumped up and screamed. Then looked out the window. There he was again. He had a sick smile and was waving at me. I flipped him off. Then he looked at me like he was angry and walked away.

My mom heared me scream and then she came running to my room. She said "Whats wrong!?" I said "Nothing!" She said "Tell me whats wrong and open this door!" I walked over to the door and opened it. She walked in and looked around. She said "Whats wrong!?" I said "Nothing!" She said "I know somethings wrong, I can see it in your eyes. Now tell me!"

I said "That doctor I saw yesterday wasnt a woman, it was a man! He called me fat and ugly when I walked out of the office and this morning when I was walking to the park he drove beside me and said 'Yeah, I think you should walk to!' then he drove away and I kept walking to the park. In the park I saw him again, but ignored him and then he came to me and said 'Still walking I see, you should everyday. It could really do you some good!' Then he walked away and I came home. After you fusseed at me I came in here and sat on my bed and then he was outside banging on my window waving at me!"

My mom said "That b a s t a r d! Dont worry baby, if you see him again just let me know and i'll call the cops!" I didnt say andything and then she left my room. I walked over and shut the door and locked it again after her. Then I sat at my desk staring at my sketch book. I opened it and grabbed a pencile. I started drawing, one horrible drawing right after another. I couldnt figure out what was wrong with me, but I couldnt draw good then.

I thought Great, the one thing that brings me happiness and I cant even do it! I just kept trying and after hours I finally came out with a descent drawing of a guy and a girl kissing in the pouring rain. I thought I'd love to do that, but who would want to kiss me? No one, thats who. I'll be alone forever! After that I got on my computer. I went on twitter and stayed on for a while, it was late in the afternoon when I finally got off. I decided to write in my diary scince I had nothing else to do.

Dear Diary:

I hate my life so much. My mom is so annoying. I went for a walk in the park this morning, she woke up and I wasnt home, so she freaked out! I just went for a walk in the park, she was acting like I just killed someone or told her I just lost my vlrginity! Yesterday I went to the doctors and I had some guy doctor, he was a freaking jerk. Then this morning on my way to the park he drove up beside me and said "Yeah I think you should walk to!" After that he drove away and I just went to the park. I saw him in the park to and he walked over to me and said "Still walking I see, you should do it everyday. It could really do you some good!" Then he just walked away. Icame home after that, you know, to my mom! After she fussed at me I came in my room and sat on my bed. The doctor was outside my window banging on it and waving at me. I flipped him off and he went away. I'd screamed when I noticed him and then my mom ran to my room. I let her in and she made me tell her what happened. The doctor made me feel even worse about myself!. yippee!!! Well thats all for now so... yeah.....

After that I put my diary away and saw it was getting late. I decided to go eat something before my mom forced me to. After I ate I went back to my room. It was dark in there by then and I started playing a Black Veil Brides CD. Then I sat on my bed in the dark. I just sat there staring into the darkness. Soon I got up and turned the music off. Then I went in my bathroom to change cloths. After that I got in bed and went to sleep.

Skip to Chapter

104 Comments

© 2020 Polarity Technologies
X
X

Invite Next Author

Write a short message (optional)

or via Email

Enter Quibblo Username

X

Report This Content