Stuff on my mind/thoughts and the sorts. (READ CHAP. 1. NAO.)

I don't enjoy ranting online. I don't enjoy bottling shi1t up. But can we all get some goddamn crap straight? Yeah? Thank you.

“Are you on our side...and want to be different, or are you on that side and want to throw a football at my head!?” 
― Gerard Way

Chapter 1

YOU CAN READ RIGHT? Got a brain? Use it. Have a heart? Listen to it. Can't hear it beating? Join the club but don't escape with death.

Bloody FYCKIN hell. Really people. Really.
Look. If any of you, yes you people sitting INFRONT of a computer, iPad, tablet, iPod or phone screen on freakin quibblo, ever thought of suicide raise your FYCKIN hand. I can't see it though, but if you are. Then listen the hell up.
Every 40 seconds or so someone commits suicide.
Every 40 seconds. That's less than a bloody minute.
Every 40 seconds somewhere round the flippin world.

No, it's not an "escape".
No, it's not a good choice.
No, it's not a good idea.
No, it's not fun.

Stop it. Just fyckin stop. Really. Some one here on quibblo (hope you're reading cause i ain't tagging you, just don't feel like Sayin it), is gonna/wants to do it. I posted 3 longazz comments. She probably didn't read em. I wrote the even more when another close fried of mine (Do I need to say your username, Lena? <-not her real name, she'll know it's her) wanted to do something alike.

Why cut? Happiness doesn't come from a blade, got that?
It shouldn't come from seeing blood either. And since I bet more than. 75% of the people reading this are gurls; if you wanna see blood, look down your freakin panties when you're on your period alright?
Nothing's worth hurting yourself for. You understand?" ~ Gerard Way
I agree.
Sure, I've had my head in the gutters. Sure I've gotten a break down (Last week). Sure I've done shi1t I'm not proud of. Sure, I've thought suicide would be a good Idea. Sure, I've hurt myself on purpose. Sure, I've thought of myself as crap or a waste of space.
But so what?
I'm still here right? I'm not afraid, though. I don't give a damn if people like me or not. I don't give a damn if people talk behind my back (though I'd rather you say it straight to my face--or in this case message me? Or whatever). I don't give a damn if I'm outcasted right now. Or that no one is talking to me. Or if people look at me funny. I'm a lone wolf, bi1tch. I'm me. I don't need anyone telling me what to do.
I won't be living on anyone's shadow. I can fyckin shine on my own and light up the dark, thank you very fyckin much.
I'm gonna put a few quotes I like on this subject on the bottom, but the point is.
Suicide is stupid. Don't do it. You're here for a fyckin reason alright? Live life. Try to fly and trip on your shoe laces. Cry a river and build a bridge to get over it. Dye your hair like a goddamn rainbow. Play videogames. Ride a horse. Count the stars in the sky. Look for the end of the rainbow. Ride a fyckin unicorn. Chop your hair off. Go to the beach. Watch a movie. Paint the walls red and blue. Just be you. Give 'em hell kid. Cause there's only ONE you here. And someone cares, people care. Sometimes you don't feel it but they do. Don't hurt yourself cause it's not worth it. If someone doesn't like you, ignore 'em cause they're not worth your time. Or just go right up to That mofo, flip them off and tell "FYCK YOU!" Do whatever you want, just don't involve hurting yourself (or others--unless they're zombies), takin a life, or any thing that could cause pain.
If you wanna cut yourself, get a polaroid pic of yourself and take the siccssors and cut your picture.
/ If you wanna stay up all night drinking, drink the whole fyckin six pack of CocaCola/
If you wanna shoot yourself, load the water gun and spray it to your face, hell get a friend to help you pull the trigger.
If you wanna see blood, wait till your period or visit a freakin' hospital. Or donate blood. Or get your ears pierced.
If you wanna get high, go to the highest sky scraper in town.
If you wanna cry yourself to sleep, watch a sad movie r part of a show that makes you cry and fall asleep.
If you wanna be alone forever, take a tag that says "Hello, I am _" and write "Forever Alone" or just "Alone."
Got all that? Good.
Now for some quotes!

“Hey, girls, you're beautiful. Don't look at those stupid magazines with sticklike models. Eat healthy and exercise. That's all. Don't let anyone tell you you're not good enough. You're good enough, you are too good. Love your family with all your heart and listen to it. You are gorgeous, whether you're a size 4 or 14. It doesn't matter what you look like on the outside, as long as you're a good person, as long as you respect others. I know it's been told hundreds of times before, but it's true. Hey, girls, you are beautiful.” 
― Gerard Way

“If you look in the mirror and don't like what you see, you can find out first hand what it's like to be me.” 
― Gerard Way

“Sometimes you have to kind of die inside in order to rise from your own ashes and believe in yourself and love yourself to become a new person. ” 
― Gerard Way

“Be yourself, don't take anything from anyone, and never let them take you alive.” 
― Gerard Way

“One day your life will flash before your eyes. Make sure it's worth watching” 
― Gerard Way

“Suicide is a serious thing. And if you know anyone who is suicidal, you need to get them help. No one should be in pain. Everyone should love themselves. Like I love you all.” 
― Gerard Way

“no matter how ugly the world gets or how stupid it shows me it is, I always have faith” 
― Gerard Way

“I am not afraid to keep on living. I am not afraid to walk this world alone. Honey if you stay you'll be forgiven, nothing you can say will set me going home.” 
― Gerard Way

“You're going to come across a lot of shi1tty band, and a lot of shi1tty people. And if anyone of those people call you names beacause of what you look like or they don't accept you for who you are, I want you to look right at that motherfudger*, stick up your middle finger, and scream FYCK YOU!” 
― Gerard Way

"When people hurt you over and over. Think of them as sand paper. They scratch you and hurt you. But in the end, they end up useless and you end shinny and new." ~Chris Colfer

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