Back to december

SONG AND ANIME FAN FICTION
NATSUMIKA! EXTRa FLUFF!!

Chapter 1

Regrets?

by: Amy_chii
Mikan looked at the picture with tears slowly forming in her eyes... deciding to go to the cafe she and Natsume always went to she stood from her spot and freshen up wearing her white dress with sakura petals scattered on the bottom... Natsume called her earlier and told her to meet up with him...

She accepted...

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while


"Hey... thanks for coming to see me..." Mikan said her beautiful voice trailed off vanishing in the air...
"So... How's Life Mikan?" Natsume asked they haven't talked for months yet it felt like a life time for both...
"Fine..." Mikan replied only to be asked by another question "So how's your family?" Mikan replied "they're doing great Youchi's health is getting better..." if you listened carefully you could hear her mutter something...
"Ya know I haven't seen them in a while..." Natsume said surprising Mikan she gave out a faint smile which seemed real


You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why


As they talked Mikan kept her guard up as she chatted with her old friend Natsume about their work and you know life...

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die


Natsume noticed she has kept her guard up he remembered what happened back then. It was the last time he ever saw her. She gave him all her love but never returned it... on his concert she gave him roses but instead he pushed her back with the rest of his fans leaving the roses on the ground as they wilted along with Mikan's love...

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time


Natsume regretted what he had done... he hadn't realized how much she meant to him until she was gone... out of his life... ever since then he missed her... he swallowed his pride sucked it up and said "Listen Mikan I'm sorry for what I did that night I really am... if I could I would go back to December all the time for you!"

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call


He hasn't slept in days all because of her... thinking about all the times they spent together... when her birthday passed he never called... she waited and waited and waited but nothing... he thought freedom was all he wanted, and boy he was DEFINITELY wrong!

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye


Later it was already fall it was nearing his birthday and at exactly midnight she called...
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATSUME!!!!"

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time


He regretted letting her go...

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry


He remembered her bright smiles. Her beautiful tan skin. and THAT night. That night when his sister had died and he cried. and she only held him in comforting silence.

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right


He swore that if she'd take him back, he'd love her. love her the way she needed, wanted, and deserved.

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December


"Im sorry..." he said. Unshed tears brimmed her bright hazel eyes. she waited. waited so long for this. too long.

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time

"Natsume... aishteru..." the second she said this a pair of soft lips were planted against her own, she also felt a pair of strong arms wrap protectively around her waist.

He was afraid to let go. Afraid to loose her again. He's learned from his mistakes and knows. he knows just how to treat her now. he was confident, that he would never leave her... and she would never leave him.
"i love you too... Mikan" he whispered against her ear. his warm breath sending chills down her spine.
she smiled.
he smiled.

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She had accepted. and she was glad. cause now they were a family. Her, Natsume, and their baby girl Aoi.

she watched as natsume played with their little girl. his large form compared to their daughter's rather very small one. he was being chased. it was a rather amusing sight. and she couldnt help but giggle.

Nastume turned when he heard his wife giggle her long caramel hair flowed silkily. he grined and turned to his daughter.
"Aoi want mama to play with us?" in respond his daughter giggled much like her mother, and nodded .

Both father and daughter looked at the unsuspecting Mikan. Aoi watched her father countdouwn. 3. 2. 1!

The 2 tackled her and tickled her near to death.
Yes. She definitely loved him. And he, her.

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