â€œOkâ€¦ Time for you guys to hug nowâ€¦â€ I said, looking at Justin and Christian. â€œH(e)ll no!â€ Justin said. â€œI still donâ€™t like him. So if he hurts youâ€¦ Iâ€™ll kill him,â€ he said nonchalantly. I groaned. â€œI give upâ€¦â€ I yelled. â€œCan we spend a night here?â€ I asked. â€œSure,â€ Christian answered. â€œFine by me!â€ Caitlin answered. â€œIâ€™ll call momâ€¦â€ Justin said, pulling his phone out his pocket and walking out the room. â€œIâ€™ll go tell mom,â€ Caitlin told Christian. â€œK,â€ he replied. Caitlin walked out the room. Christian sat next to me and I looked over at him. â€œAre we like officially a thing?â€ he asked. â€œYeahâ€¦â€ I said. â€œGood. Now I donâ€™t have to hold this in,â€ he replied. â€œHold wha---â€ I was cut off by his lips on mine roughly. I crawled onto his lap and continued kissing him. I heard somebody clear there throat loudly. I pulled away from Christian and slowly looked behind me. â€œUhâ€¦ Mom said we can, but youâ€™re not sleeping in his roomâ€¦â€ Justin said. I turned around to face Justin and laughed. â€œYeah, I amâ€¦â€ I said. â€œUmâ€¦ no you not,â€ Justin repeated. I looked at him with my best â€˜Wanna Bet?â€™ face. â€œCan I talk to you?â€ he said. â€œSureâ€¦â€ I said. I stood up and followed Justin. â€œWhat?â€ I whispered. â€œWell, Starâ€¦ your 14 and thatâ€™s an age when you will start getting hormonal,â€ he began. Oh my God.
â€œfeelings start and you might feel pressure to---â€ he continued. â€œJustin! Stop! Oh my God! Stop! I not having s(e)x!â€ I whisper/yelled. â€œWell, you and Christian are likeâ€¦ all over each other and I was Justin wonderingâ€¦â€ he said, holding his hands up. â€œIâ€™m not having s(e)x with Christian!â€ I nearly shouted. â€œWell, do you want to?â€ Justin asked. I didnâ€™t say anything and blushed deep red. â€œStarlynâ€¦ please donâ€™t do anything stupidâ€¦â€ Justin warned. â€œI wonâ€™t!â€ I promised. Caitlin came up and said we could stay. â€œYay! I call Christian room!â€ I yelled. Everyone laughed. We all departed into our rooms. I lay down in Christianâ€™s bed and he lay down beside me. I leaned in and kissed him softly. We made out for a while and by the time we were done we were both out of breath and shirtless. â€œCan I asked you something?â€ I asked. Christian nodded and smiled at me. â€œWould you have s(e)x with me?â€ I asked. â€œYeah, babyâ€¦ I love you,â€ he answered. â€œFine, letâ€™s do it then,â€ I said, climbing on top of him and unbuttoning his belt. â€œStarâ€¦ If youâ€™re not ready thenâ€¦â€ he began. â€œIâ€™m readyâ€¦â€ I told him. He looked at me and took off my pants while I took off his. He looked at me... â€œAre you sure?â€ he asked. â€œChristianâ€¦â€ I put a hand on his bare chest. â€œI canâ€™tâ€¦â€ I said. â€œI canâ€™tâ€¦â€ I said. I put all my clothes on and ran out the room. Oh my Godâ€¦ I canâ€™t believe I almost did thatâ€¦
I feel asleep on the couch trying to figure out what came over me. When I woke up, I went in Caitlinâ€™s room to see if they were awake. I walk in and saw clothes scattered around the bed. Uhâ€¦ Caitlin was wearing that yesterday
I thought. I looked up a little and saw Justin with Caitlinâ€™s head on his bare chest. It took me a minute to realize what was going on. When I did I let out a long blood-curling scream. Justin and Caitlin sat up really quick. â€œOh my god, Star!â€ Caitlin gasped. â€œStar! We were gonna tell you!â€ Justin yelled. â€œOh my Godâ€¦ Iâ€™m gonna be sick!â€ I said, covering my mouth. Christian ran behind me. â€œWhoa!â€ he yelled when he saw Justin and Caitlin. I turned around and ran down the stairs, out the door, to my home. I ran to my room. My brother and my Boyfriends sister? I officially hate my brother. I hate Caitlin. I hate the world. Theyâ€™re just trying to break Christian and me up. At the moment someone knocked on my door. â€œLeave me alone!â€ I yelled. â€œStar!â€ Justin said. I got up and opened the door. â€œCan we talk?â€ Justin asked. I didnâ€™t say anything for a minute. â€œSureâ€¦â€ I answered, backing up. Justin walked in. â€œI love herâ€¦â€ he said. â€œOh my Godâ€¦ Donâ€™t say that!â€ I said, covering my ears. â€œHow Long?â€ I asked. â€œLast nightâ€¦â€he answered, quietly. I could even look at him. â€œSO YOU HAD S(E)X WITH HER!?â€ I yelled. Justin nodded. â€œYou kept your promise, right?â€ Justin asked. â€œJustin, I love Christianâ€¦ I kept my promiseâ€¦ but I came really closeâ€¦â€ I told him. â€œHow close?â€ he asked, looking worried. â€œWe were both almost completely nakedâ€¦â€ I mumbled. Justin stood up. â€œIâ€™m gonna kill him!â€ he yelled. â€œJustin!â€ I yelled. He walked away and I followed him to the Beadles. He didnâ€™t knock, he just busted in. â€œJustin, stop!â€ I yelled. He stormed into Caitlinâ€™s room and Christian was in there. He pushed him against the wall. â€œDonâ€™t you dare touch my F(u)cking sister again! You got it!?â€ Justin yelled. â€œWell, donâ€™t touch mine!â€ Christian yelled back. â€œStop! Oh my God! Stop, Justin!â€ I yelled. I pulled Justin away from Christian and let Caitlin hold Justin back while I checked Christian. They were both ok. â€œI hate you,â€ Justin yelled. â€œJustin!â€ I yelled. "I donâ€™t F(u)cking care you banged my sister!â€ Christian yelled back. â€œThat doesnâ€™t change the fact that you almost banged mine!â€ Justin yelled. I hugged my brother. â€œIâ€™m fine, honeyâ€¦â€ I whispered. â€œHe didnâ€™t hurt meâ€¦â€ I finished. I pulled away and looked at them both. I hugged Christian and kissed him softly on the lips. â€œYou guys really need to stopâ€¦â€ I said. Justin looked down and then walked away. â€œI give up!â€ I yelled. â€œThank God!â€ I heard Justin reply from down stairs. I laughed and looked at Caitlin. â€œIâ€™m not dealing with you right now!â€ I said. I grabbed Christianâ€™s hand and we went to his room.
About 2 months Later, Christian and I sat on his bed talked for a while. I was dark before we finally got on the subject. â€œSoâ€¦ why couldnâ€™t you do it,â€ he asked. â€œDo what?â€ I asked. â€œHave s(e)x,â€ he said. â€œOhâ€¦ I wasnâ€™tâ€¦ I wasnâ€™t readyâ€¦â€ I asked. â€œBut I am now,â€ I said. Christian kissed me softly. Then, we did it. Justin is gonna kill me.