Lost in the Stars(A Christian Beadles Love Story) Read Intro please!!!!
If you are past Chapter 7 the picture is what Star looks like. I'm putting it as the picture for the whole story.
PS: I decided not to end it. It makes me too sad to. I've been doing this story for years I don't want to end it now. I'll post another really soon, but I probably won't post as often or maybe I will. :) You never know! :)
Two Weeks Later.
I was at my house. Iâ€™m finally talking to Justin. Iâ€™ve been feeling really sad about Christian lately and Justin was starting to notice. He and Christian became good friends, too. â€œWhatâ€™s wrong, Star?â€ he asked. I sighed. â€œI donâ€™t wanna talked about it. â€œLil sisâ€¦ you can tell me anythingâ€ he replied, looking me in the eyes. â€œJustinâ€¦ youâ€™re gonna freak out!â€ I informed him. â€œOkâ€¦ I donâ€™t care. Whatâ€™s wrong?â€ he replied. â€œI thinkâ€¦ Iâ€™m in love,â€ I mumbled. I was scared at how he would react. â€œWhat! No! No!â€ he yelled, pacing the room and throwing his hands in the air. â€œNo, Starlyn! Youâ€™re way too young! I donâ€™t want you dating!â€ he yelled. â€œJustin! What the h(e)ll!!! Iâ€™m not even gonna tell you who!!! You will just freak out even more!! Donâ€™t tell me not to date because I love him and youâ€™re not gonna stop me!â€ I yelled. I stood up and faced him. â€œStar! Stop cussing and youâ€™re not dating!!! I donâ€™t care who it is!â€ he yelled back. â€œJustin!! Donâ€™t tell me what to do! I can do whatever the f(u)ck I want!!â€ I yelled. â€œWho is it!? WHO IS IT THATâ€™S SO F(U)CKING IMPORTANT?!â€ he yelled. â€œI told you Iâ€™m not telling you and I told you that you would over react!â€ I yelled. â€œIâ€™m not over reacting!! Iâ€™m acting totally appropriately so tell me who it is!!â€ he yelled. He was really scaring me. Iâ€™ve never seen him so mad. â€œItâ€™s Christian alright!?â€ I began. â€œIâ€™m in love with Christian! Christian Beadles! The boy next door!! Ok?!â€ I answered. â€œI donâ€™t want you to see him anymore!â€ I looked at my brother for a while and then ran away in a helpless waterfall of tears. I hate him and I mean it.
I ran to my room, got in my bed, and put the covers over my head. The tears ran down my face non-stop for a whole 3 hours. Then, someone knocked on the door. â€œStarâ€¦ open up!â€ Justin called. I sat up and stared at the door for a minute, the tears still running down my face. I didnâ€™t say anything. â€œStarlyn! You havenâ€™t come out for 3 hoursâ€¦â€ he yelled. I still didnâ€™t say anything. â€œIâ€™m sorryâ€¦ Starâ€¦ youâ€™re my little sisterâ€¦ what was I supposed to do?â€ he yelled. â€œGo away, Justin!â€ I yelled. â€œStarâ€¦ please?â€ he begged. â€œI hate you! Just go away!â€ I yelled. I sounded like I was crying. â€œStarlyn!â€ Justin yelled. I stood up and opened the door. â€œWhat the h(e)l do you want?â€ I asked. â€œIâ€™m sorryâ€¦â€ Justin answered, looking me in the eyes. â€œI donâ€™t care! I f(u)cking hate you!â€ I screamed, slamming the door in his face. Why am I always mad at Justin about something? After about 2 more hours of crying I decided to leave. I got dressed and climbed out my window. I walked next door in the pouring rain to the Beadles house. By the time I got there I was freezing and soaked. I knocked on the door. I waited for a minute and then, Caitlin answered. I shivered and said, â€œCan I come in?â€ I wrapped my wet arms around myself. Caitlinâ€™s mouth dropped. â€œOh my Godâ€¦ CHRISTIAN! GET SOME TOWELS!!â€ she yelled behind her. She looked at me. â€œCome on in, Sweetie,â€ she said. â€œThank y-y-you,â€ I shivered, walking in. Christian came down the stairs with some towels. â€œWhy do you nee---â€ he began. â€œOhâ€¦â€ he said. â€œCome here, sweetie, you need some dry clothes,â€ Caitlin said. She wrapped an arm around me and led me to her room. After I was all dry and warm I sat on the bed and told her what happened. â€œOh my Godâ€¦â€ she gasped. â€œYeahâ€¦â€ I said. â€œMy brother?â€ she asked. â€œYeahâ€¦â€ I answered. â€œWell, girlâ€¦ you should tell himâ€¦ Iâ€™ve got a feelinâ€™ he likes you, too,â€ she smiled. â€œReally?â€ I asked. â€œGo get him girl!â€ she encouraged. I smiled and laughed. I got up, but stopped at the door. â€œThanks, Caitlinâ€¦â€ I smiled. She nodded. I turned around and walked into Christianâ€™s room. He was writing something in a notebook. He looked up immediately. â€œHey,â€ he said. â€œHey... can I sit?â€ I asked. â€œSureâ€¦â€ he answered, putting his pencil on the nightstand. I sat on the queen sized bed awkwardly and slowly lay my head on Christianâ€™s shoulder. He wrapped an arm around me and laid his head on mine. â€œWhatâ€™s wrong?â€ he asked. I sighed. â€œJust another fight with my brotherâ€¦â€ I answered. â€œOhâ€¦ wellâ€¦ what was it about?â€ he asked. â€œYouâ€¦â€ I answered, quietly. â€œMe?â€ he asked. â€œYeahâ€¦ I told Justin thatâ€¦ that I was really starting to like youâ€¦ and he started yell at me about how he didnâ€™t want me datingâ€¦ and how I couldnâ€™t see you anymoreâ€¦â€ I answered. â€œOhâ€¦ wellâ€¦ Iâ€™ll talk to himâ€¦â€ Christian answered. After a long silence he said, â€œOh, and Star?â€ I looked up at him. â€œYes?â€ I answered. â€œI like you, tooâ€¦â€ he answered. I died and came back to life again when he said that. The doorbell rang downstairs, but Caitlin yelled, â€œI got it!â€ I laughed. â€œOk!â€ I yelled. I looked at Christian. â€œReally?â€ I asked. He nodded. I smiled and slowly leaned in. Our faces were so close I could feel his warm breath on my lips. It smelled like Cotton Candy. I leaned in even more until our lips finally touched. I felt his soft lips separate a little and then his tongue on my lips. I opened my mouth and let him in. I moaned quietly as I lay on top of him. I have to give him props he was an AHH- MAZING kisser. About 5 minutes later, our kiss had turned into a make out session. I mean not just a normal make out session. It was more lustful. His hands were up my shirt. I heard the door open. I pulled away from Christian and looked over to see Justin. Caitlin ran up in front of him as Christian and I stood up. â€œIâ€™m sorry, Starlyn! I tried to stop him!â€ she said. â€œYou know what Justin?â€ I asked. â€œStay out my motherf(u)cking life. I love Christian and youâ€™re not gonna stop me. Got it?â€ I said, getting in his face. â€œYes, I will! I told you I donâ€™t want you seeing him!â€ he yelled. â€œGet out!â€ I yelled. I turned to face Christian and pressed my lips to his roughly. I didnâ€™t even have to look at Justin to know that heat was radiating off his face. The next thing happened so quickly it was scary. Justin tackled Christian and they started fighting. â€œOh my God, Justin, Stop! Christian, Stop it!!â€ I yelled, I pulled Justin away from Christian and looked at both of them. â€œWhat the h(e)ll!â€ I yelled. â€œI hate both of you!â€ I yelled, running out the room. I sat down on the floor outside the door and listened. â€œGreat! Justin, you got what you wanted! But now she hates you, too. Iâ€™ma go check on her,â€ Caitlin said. She opened the door and saw me. â€œI hate themâ€¦â€ I said. Christian and Justin walked out behind her. Justin sat next to me. â€œIâ€™m sorryâ€¦ I donâ€™t know what came over meâ€¦â€ he apologized. â€œJustinâ€¦ your my BB (BB= Big Bro). MY BB! Youâ€™re MINE! Christianâ€¦ youâ€™re my Boyfriend. MY Boyfriend! Youâ€™re MINE! You guys are gonna have to shareâ€¦â€ I said. â€œIâ€™m not sharingâ€¦ I never had to share before so Iâ€™m not sharing now,â€ Justin said. I looked at him. â€œJustinâ€¦ when exactly would you be comfortable with me dating?â€ I asked. â€œNever,â€ he answered. Christian and I groaned. â€œStarâ€¦ youâ€™re my little sisterâ€¦ and I admitâ€¦ Iâ€™m way too over protective â€˜causeâ€¦ I donâ€™t wanna see you hurtâ€¦â€ he said, looking me in the eyes. â€œJustinâ€¦ Iâ€™m not 5â€¦ Iâ€™m 14â€¦ I can take care of myselfâ€¦ I donâ€™t wanna get hurt either, but its part of life. I donâ€™t thing Christian would do that to us,â€ I told him. â€œButâ€¦ what if he does?â€ Justin asked. â€œIf he doesâ€¦ then I guess youâ€™ll be there when it happensâ€¦â€ I said smiling. Justin smiled, too. â€œI heart by BBâ€¦â€ I said, holding my arms out. He hugged me. â€œHeâ€™s always there for meâ€¦â€ I whispered. â€œI heart my LS (LS= Lil Sis)â€¦â€ he said. â€œIâ€™m always there for herâ€¦â€ he finished. I smiled and pulled away. Christian and Caitlin were looking at us like we had lost our minds. I laughed. â€œWe made it up a long time agoâ€¦ when I was like 5,â€ I said, still laughing. â€œYeahâ€¦â€ Justin said.