i Love You-(A Christian Beadles Love Story) part 19

sorry!! i have been sick but here ya go!!!!
song: back to December (i do not own)

who is going to see never say never on Friday??? i'm seeing it 2morrow (feb. 9)
2 days b4 it comes out!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Chapter 1

Back To December

Friday
Camilles pov
Well Irene told me that she has to go out of town so ill be staying with the Beadles. Well, this will be interesting…
I got to school about 5 minutes before the bell rang and went straight to my locker. My friends came over to me. “hey camille! is it true you are staying with Christian this weekend?” “how do you know?”
“oh! It’s a rumor! One of christians friends started it.” Said my friend carly.
“oh. Um yeah I am.” Then I whispered “because Irene is going out of town.”
I heard “ohhh’s” from everyone.
Then the bell rang.
“ugh. Stupid bell!”
We ran off to first period.

Christian pov
So I found out Camille is staying for the weekend. My mom found out she goes to my school and apparently Irene is going out of town. My mom, of course, offered to take Camille in for the weekend. I didn’t mean to tell anyone but my friend john asked what I was doing this weekend and asked if I wanted to go to the basketball game. I told him Camille is staying for the weekend. John, well john is john. He is a huge gossiper but he is still my friend. The bell hasn’t even wrung yet and over half the class knows Camille is staying at my house.
Finally science period came and I sat down in my seat. I have a feeling today will be different but who knows.
After school, I had to wait for Camille and david. David was coming to my house to watch movies and stuff. I saw david and Camille talking and laughing. I rolled my eyes and they came over to me. we all walked to the parking lot. I saw my mom drive up, david grabbed camilles stuff for her and put it in the back. Camille got in behind the driver, I got in the front and david behind me.
The car ride was silent. No one talked so I turned on the radio. This was going to be a long weekend!

Camilles pov
When we got home it was 4 o’clock. David was leaving at 8 o’clock. The first 1 ½ I was texting my friends and on twitter. At around 5:30 I went to the kitchen to see if anybody needed help with dinner.
“hey, mrs. Beadles, do you need help with dinner or anything?”
“not dinner, Camille. but hey can you run this to Caitlin for me?”
She handed me caitlins cell phone.
“sure!”

I walked to caitlins room and knocked on the door. “stay out Christian and david for the last time!!!” Caitlin yelled angrily.
“its not them. It’s Camille.”
“oh, come in.”
I opened the door and saw Caitlin was on her laptop.
“hey camille.” Caitlin said smiling at me.
“hey Caitlin, your mom wanted me to run this over to you.” I said and held up her phone.
“oh. Thanks.” She said and looked at me. “camille, are you alright? You seem…sad?!?”
“um yeah.” I said starting to walk out.
“wait, Camille, come back!”
I walked back in. “yeah?”
“tell me what happened! Is it Christian?”
I sat down on her bed and nodded my head. I told her everything that happened in the past year.
“and well, I have deep feelings for him.” I concluded.
Caitlin looked well not shocked.
“I thought you would be shocked Caitlin.”I said looking at her calm face.
“Well, everyone, me, Payton, I mean everyone, even David knows that you both have feelings for each other.”
“what do you mean ‘both’?” I asked confused.
“you and Christian! It’s obvious that you two have feelings for each other.”
I stood up and said “then how come he hasn’t talked to me in almost a year? How come I have been here since Sunday and I haven’t really talked to him. look at my life now! no family! no ‘real’ friends except in cali and a few people here! No ‘real’ life! and and NO CHRISTIAN! My life sucks!” I turned around and stormed out.
Davids pov
Me and Christian were having a blast! We were chillin’ out and stuff. I wonder what happened to Camille?!? I asked Christian and he just shrugged like he didn’t care. I knew he cared though. We went outside and played some basketball. By the time we went back in it was almost dinner time. We went straight to his room. We walked by Camille’s room and the door wasn’t shut. I saw Christian look in and so did I . she wasn’t in there. It was about 5:30. I wonder where she went?!?
“ughh!! When is dinner?” I heard Christian say.
“I don’t know. Ill go ask though. Be right back.”
I walked out and I stopped and I heard Camille and Caitlin talking. Camille was telling Caitlin what has happened in the past year.
“and well, I have deep feelings for him.” I heard Camille conclude.
Caitlin looked well not shocked.
“I thought you would be shocked Caitlin.” Camille said looking at her calm face.
“Well, everyone, me, Payton, I mean everyone, even David knows that you both have feelings for each other.” Caitlin said. that was true everyone knew that they had a special connection.
“what do you mean ‘both’?” camille asked confused.
“you and Christian! It’s obvious that you two have feelings for each other.” Caitlin said like it was obvious.
I heard someone move. I think Camille stood up. I heard her say “then how come he hasn’t talked to me in almost a year? How come I have been here since Sunday and I haven’t really talked to him. look at my life now! no family! no ‘real’ friends except in cali and a few people here! No ‘real’ life! and and NO CHRISTIAN! My life sucks!”
That struck me. Christian has ignored her and I feel bad for her. I heard someone coming. I ran back to Christian rooms. I yelled “dude! What’s your problem?”
“what? What problem? ”
“Camille! man!”
“what about her?”
“um!! Well, I heard her and Camille talking. Just tell her that you have feelings for her!”
“what? But I don’t ”
“yes, you do”
“no, I don’t!”
“you know what! I don’t know who you are anymore, Christian. You have feelings for her. cant you just tell her. she is dying inside. I just wanna cry now.”
Christian just stared at me.
I sat down and it got really quiet. I think Christian was thinking. Then I heard a knock on the door. “its dinner ” Camille whispered.
We both got up. I knew the rest of the night was going to be weird.
9 o’clock
It was as weird as I thought! We had fun. I knew Christian was going to do something like talk to her or at least look at her.
We eat in silence but I saw Christian kept looking at Camille. Actually in the middle of dinner Mr. and Mrs. Beadles and Caitlin were talking. So it was only me, Christian and Camille.
Anyway, my mom was here. I did my handshake with Christian and hugged Camille. Christian gave me a look but I ignored it. I want to let Camille know that I am here for her.

Christian pov
David said the truth. I need to talk to Camille. at dinner I couldn’t stop staring!!!! she is beautiful. I do miss her. David’s mom is here so I and David did our handshake and he hugged Camille. I wasn’t very happy about that though. I went straight to my room. About 30 minutes later I came out and went downstairs. Ill talk to Camille later I thought. I went to the family room and I heard someone talking on the phone. I went to screen Camille’s back was facing me and she was talking to someone.
I heard her say
“hey zeke! I know your still mad at me and I knew you were going to send me straight to voicemail. Anyways, im im sorry. I cant take it here. I thought it would be better to leave California and now im standing here at the beadles wanting to die. Christian isn’t talking to me. so im sorry. Please call me back zeke! bye”
I saw her hang up and she sat down, her back is still facing me. I saw her grab my guitar, she started to play it. Then I heard her soft beautiful voice sing
"Back To December"

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life? Tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier than ever,
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up and I know why.

'cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night",
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leavin'
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,
I watched you laughing from the passenger side.
Realized that I loved you in the fall

Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye"

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night".
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.

I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming,
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right...

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.
So if the chain is on your door I understand.

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night"
And I go back to December...
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I'd realize what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I'd go back to December all the time.
All the time


She finished and put the guitar down. I had tears in my eyes. Right then and right there I realized that I never stopped loving her. she was my everything and I ruined her life. i did want I felt like I need to do. I opened the screen door and walked out. She turned around and looked at me. those beautiful ocean blue eyes made my heart melt. I was staring into the eyes of not only an angel to me but my first love!

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