Undecided: A mostly true story (Part ten out)
Bianca Snows is a secretive girl with a huge dark secret. She has tons of friends and is well liked but that one secret leaves a hurt-ness that can not be easily healed.
Bianca then falls for a guy who isn't like anyone else. He believes that he will be alone forever.
Can Bianca change that and can this special guy heal her hurt-ness?
As stupid as it sounds, I'm crying for two reasons. One; my heart is yearning for a guy. But not any guy.
His name is Jack Wilds. Brown haired, with eyes that are bluey-gray but are also greenish. A smile that makes my heart pound and a body that i want to touch. He isn't ripped but he has a fair amount of muscles. He's silent but once you get to know him, hes funny. Hes also smart but hes complicated.
Lots of people say we should date because its obvious we like each other but something is holding me back.
Which leads me to reason two. That something is a hurt that i feel everyday, even when i don't think about it.
It's not a physical hurt, like a cut or a bruise. But it started out as a physical pain and when the physical stopped, it became a emotional pain.
The hurt, the pain i feel is not easily described.
I wish it would just go away.
It stops me from being normal, whatever that is.