Stuck in The Moment(A Justin Bieber Love Story) 56

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Chapter 1

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by: ImBack_
No One's POv:

As Justin waited for Brooke to come back Brooke was backstage doing something interesting.

Taking off her wig....
Brooke had died her hair a dark red days before, and had a wig on hiding her hair.

"I like your hair red." Jasmine said admiring her hair. Brooke had quickly had her hair curled nicely before exiting the backstage to the lobby and walking down the aisle(sp?)
She took her seat next to Justin not making eye contact. Justin turned away from Megan fox who was sitting beside him to look at Brooke. His eyes grew wide in surprise.

"Whoa." He said in a breathless tone. His eyes scanned over Brooke's hair. He didn't hate it.....but it was new.
Justin didn't say anything about it .

---Justin's POV---

"Break out Album of the year goes to....Brooke Wicfield." The person said. claps and cheers went through the room. She cracked a small smile before giving me a peck on the cheek and walking up to the stage. She didn't seem as sad as before.

"uh...Thank you. I can't believe it! I would like to thank the fans and my mom. My awesome husband Justin, and my family; including my dad." She gave a small smile and walked off as people clapped again.

She wouldn't be coming back anytime soon because she was going to performing next.

Soon Selena Gomez and Johnny Depp came out.

"Already winning 2 awards...Broke Wicfiled!" Clapps went through the crowd as the light turned to a light blue. The music began. This song must be new because i had never heard it before.

The song sounded new to me. I watched closely as Brooke appeared walking slowly with the mic in her hand. She brought the mic to her mouth and opened her mouth as her wonderful voice flowed out.

(Song is 'Bye bye' By: Mariah Carey)

"This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye"

She walked forward as the stage light colors changed to a lime green.

"As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings." Her voice was amazing. not that I've never heard her sing but...the way she sang it touched my heart.

The was a screen so you could see her face up close. it was very clear how she was feeling. Tears began to fall down her face as pushed her hair back behind her ear.

"You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face"

---Brooke's POV---
I walked over to the small crowd of people(fans) by the stage and walked by as they stretched their hands out hoping i would give them glance.

"I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye"

I touched a few hands as i walked passed them.

"(Bye Bye, Bye Bye, Bye Bye )
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever"
I couldn't stop the tears from falling.


(Sorry if it gets a bit.....wow....cuase i kind of poured my feelngs in here)

I feel so bad! 'He's Never coming back' Just keeping repeating in my head.

I feel like crap. I never get to hug him again, i never get to have him laugh at me jokes even though they are not funny, i don;t get to make father's day cards anymore. i feel so useless like i can do nothing. I can't do anything.

My dad is gone. Forever. He wasn't at my wedding, he never got to see my first child. I just keep thinking how thing would be if he was still here.
What am i going to tell my son when he says, "Where grandpa?"

Everything just sucks. Everything. I suddenly feel like dirt. I don't want be here, anywhere. I want to go home and cry into my pillow.

"I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye"
There came a not that i had to hold for a long time

"(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye-------------------------------------------------------------------------

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye"

The music came to a slow stop. for some reason....everyone stood up and clapped. i don't even think i did that well. I bowed and walked backstage setting the mic on the table and taking a seat.


----Falshback---
I was upstairs watching Tv. I wasn't really paying that much attention. my dad told me to not put the volume to high but i didn't listen.
I couldn't hear anything. I finally walked down stairs to see my dad laying down on the couch. i thought he was asleep but something didn't look right.
Being in only 1st or 2nd grade at the time i didn't know what to do.
"Dad?" I said shaking him a bit. He didn't move.
"Dad?" I asked again. Tears began to come to my eyes, with the panic that grew. My mom wasn't home.

"DAD!?" I shouted shaking him harder. The tears began to fall.

What did my mom tell me...call 911.

I ran over to the phone.
"Hello?" A woman said.

"HELP ME PLEASE!" I screamed.
"Calm down. what's wrong?"
"My DAD ISN'T WAKING UP! PLEASE HELP!. PLEASE!"
"Little girl how old are you?"
I sighed, "6." i answered.
"Okay we wll be there soon."
He had a Stroke. i don't know how. I feel like crap.
----End of Flashback---

I just sat there and cried.

"Brooke?" i heard Justin's voice call, i didn't look up as arms wrapped around me.

He pulled me in closer and whispered, "don't cry. Don't cry. I'm here."
I was getting his clothing wet with my tears.

"He's not coming back." i mumbled through my tears.
We Just stood there for a second.

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Coming from my heart,


You Never really get over the death of a loved one. They are never really gone.
Just because you are not crying does not mean they are not in mind. You carn never say, 'Oh my dad died.' or , 'My sister died.' Or whoever it is, to someone and not feel a little pain. I feel for anyone that has lost someone close to them.
If it's a best friend, a mother, a father, a sister an aunt or an uncle. Just know they are always with you. Tears will be shed now and then.the hope of seeing them again still live inside the heart.

Speaking of them brings you to tears. Seeing pictures break your heart.
Having moments where you think....could it had been stopped. No one is lost forever. you will see them again.
Every tear that is cried, is seen by that person.

So this is to all the Grandmothers
Fathers
Mothers
Aunts
Uncles
Sisters
Brothers
Best Friends
Even pets.
Everyone has there own way of dealing with it. some cry till they can't cry anymore.

Others don't speak, and say quiet the shock over coming them.
My mom told me today;

"Don't cry...in the thought of their death but smile in joy; at the thought of their life and the beautiful memories you will always have. You may not be able to see them but, they are here with you. Every step of the way. Watching over you. Never forget that."

---- Juliet Allen ♥

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