His lips were so smooth, so soft, so delectable. I loved him so much. I loved how we acted like little kids wrestling in the park. I was on top, and then he was. And we kept switching places. Then we kissed again, and it was amazing how much of a good kisser he was. He made me want to melt in his arms. My eyes fluttered open and met his. They seemed to smile and say "Close your eyes, I have a surprise for you." so I did, and we kissed yet again. But this time it was different. My mouth opened as his tongue knocked on my lips. His tongue swirled through my mouth and back and forth. Our tongues wrestled as we lay on top of eachother on that bright, mossy green grass. The park was so beautiful. It was such a great place to randomly end up making out with your boyfriend in public, because no one really seemed to care. Of course there were occasional disturbances when parents came over and asked us to move in regards to their children. But we didn't. I could have layed on Jake all day. Just slightly talking to him and reassuring him that everything that was trying to attack him in life was going to be alright because I was there to help. And of course, in him trying to make up for him having a horrible life, he kissed me again. Finally, we both decided to get up and walk home. "Alex, I hope you know that your just, your amazing. I love you so much. I don't know what I would be able to do without you. Your helping me out so much. Your just the best girl that has ever walked into my life. I love you." I looked up at him as if to say that that was a really cheesy comment but it made me feel wonderful inside, so I kissed him once more, inhaling his fresh mint taste. Jake smelled so fresh and clean. He smelled like the body wash they always advertise on t.v. The body wash that feels like mouthwash for your body. The path we took led out of the park. I admired all of the greenery and stone statues on our way out. We finally made it to the edge of the park. There were two huge white stone stands that led on to create a metal stone gate. I opened the gate to walk out and as it creaked, I jumped. I heard Jake laugh behind me as I turned around and glared at him jokingly. He sighed and took my hand as we walked the rest of the way. On the sidewalk, tons of cars sped past and honked at us. Some cars were filled with drunk passengers, mostly teenage girls that thought Jake was hot. And some trucks were filled with rednecks that were mostly guys that honked at me. Jake glared at them but then smiled and said, "Your mine. And don't you forget that." I looked at him and rolled my eyes. He was so serious, but I loved him for that. Because he wasn't immature like all of the other high school boys out there. When we made it to my house, I walked him up to my front porch steps and smiled up at him. "I um.. I guess I'll see you tomorrow?" I said. "Of course you will babe. I love you." he said. "I love you too. I love you more, actually." I said reassuringly. "Oh really?" he said. He picked me up like some men do with their women after they have just gotten married and kissed me in his arms. He then decided to put me down and say goodbye. "Well, which ever way. I love you." I said, as I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him once more. "Night babe. I love you." he said as I blew a kiss to him while walking inside my house. I was so in love with him it wasn't funny. I wanted him so bad. I wanted to do more than just kiss him. So much more. But we were only sixteen. I couldn't risk anything. And besides, it was just the beginning of our relationship. How was I to know if our relationship was going to last? But I didn't care. Whatever it was, I was there for him. I wanted him. I needed him. I loved him more than anything, than anyone. He was my hero. He was my everything. I truly did believe he was my one true love. And besides, in the bible, it doesn't particularly say you have to be married to have s**, it just says you have to be certain that your partner is the one you love and will be with forever. And i did love Jake. I did want to be with him forever. So technically, it wasn't exactly a sin to do it with him was it?