I Love You Jacob Black [girls only]

Chapter 11

part 11

by: MiSS_CRiS
I couldn't let this happen, I pushed him away from me.

Me: "Jake stop! You think that a kiss is just going to make it better?" I asked stepping away from him "If you don't love her, fine. But that doesn't change the fact that you ''left''. You ignored everyone, not even so much as a 'Oh by the way how is Lex doing?', ''nothing''. Two months, thats how long its been and I've spent everyday forcing a smile onto my face; pretending like nothing was wrong. I was just your sad little imprint the one that you could obviously live without. Now you wanna try and just jump right back into my life like none of that matters; I don't think so!" I said wiping the tears from my eyes

I turned and walked back the way I came; I had completely forgotten that the pack was here but that didn't matter anymore; nothing did. I felt a hot hand wrap around my wrist stopping me in my tracks.

Jacob: "Lex, don't do this!" he said
Me: "It's already done! You made your bed, now lay in it!" I said yanking my hand out of his grip without looking back at him

I wiped the rest of the tears from my face and kept walking. I was done crying about him and the things he's done. I ran as soon as I was sure that he wasn't going to follow me. If he knew what was good for him he wouldn't. I went straight home and thankfully my dad was gone for work somewhere across country. I called Shane and I asked if I could stay with him for a while; he agreed. I packed my bags and left my life behind me.

Shane and his brother were staying in Port Angeles until school started since it was easier to run the club instead of going back an forth from Seattle. I pulled up to the house they were staying at and Shane was standing on the porch waiting for me. He met me at the car and gave me a hug.

Shane: "I guess you've got some issues back home!" he stated
Me: "You have no idea." I said letting out a sigh
Shane: "Come on, I'll show you to your room." he said grabbing my bags

Jacobs POV

It's been a month since I've been home and Lexies been gone. I've called but she never answers her phone and hasn't texted me back. I've had a whole lot of time to think about everything that happened when I left. Things that I didn't think about when I was gone. Lex was right it was wrong for me to just leave like that because of Bella. I didn't know what else to do I just needed to get away.

She was wrong when she said that she was the one who couldn't live without me and I vould obviously live without her. That is far from the truth, I couldn't live without her while I was away and I'm not dealing with it all that well now that she's gone. I don't know what to do any more since she's not here, I'm a total mess and everyone knows it. I can't exactly hide how I'm feeling it's written all over my face. I feel empty--hollow. Everything in me left with her that day in the woods.

As if my life isn't already complicated enough I found that Bella is back. I went over to the Cullens to find out the real reason why Charlie isn't allowed to see her cause I knew she couldn't just be sick; could he have changed her already? When I barged into the house she was lying on the couch and she did look sick but when she stood I noticed she was pregnant; ''really'' pregnant. I couldn't believe my eyes, I mean it's only been a month since the wedding theres no way she could be that pregnant so soon.

Bellas my bestfriend or at least she was and I want to protect her; I feel like I should, but what would Lex think about that. Right now I doubt that she would be any more mad or hurt then she already is, but I could be wrong.

End Of Jacobs POV

For the last month I've been with Shane I've in some ways gotten over Jake. I still love him and I know I always will but I'm just over it. The guys have been so good to me I couldn't ask for better friends then them. When my dad got back home he called wondering where I was and I didn't lie. It's been a little over a week since he got back and I'm thinking it's time to head home.

Shane: "Call me if you ever need anything!" he said as he walked me out to my car
Me: "I will and thanks for everything you guys have been great." I said giving him a hug
Shane: "You're my girl! I got you!" he said
Me: "Thanks, I'll see you soon!" I said and got into my car

It felt weird driving back to La Push, I hadn't been on this road since I left. I was getting nervous the closer I got and as soon as I seen the welcome sign my heart began to race. It was a strange feeling, almost as if I was afriad. But I had nothing to fear here; not on the Rez with the pack protecting everyone. When I thought of the pack I knew why I was feeling this way, it was cause of Jake. I hadn't talked to him since the day he came back and I didn't know what to expect when I saw him again.

I drove up to my house and my dad was just coming out the front door.

Dad: "You're home!" he said coming to give me a hug
Me: "Yup, I'm home!" I stated
Dad: "How are you doing?" he asked
Me: "I'm fine!" I replied
Dad: "Did you talk to Jake?" he asked
Me: "No, and I don't really want to right now." I said
Dad: "Well come on, I made lunch." he said
Me: "Were you expecting me?" I asked
Dad: "Actally, I was. Shane called to let me know you were on your way home." he said
Me: "Oh..Ok!" I said

After having lunch with my dad I went up to my room and looked around. I sighed and sat down on my bed and began to think about Jake. It was harder not to think about him since I was at home. While at Shanes I had so many distractions that the thought of Jake was locked away in the back of my mind. Now everything came with overwhelming force. I knew I wasn't mad anymore; haven't been for a while, I just needed time. I didn't know what I was going to do about him now but I might as well get it over with.

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