The Deep, Dark, Truth.

No, this isn't fiction. Yes, it's about me and every word is true. The night is dark, but my thoughts are darker, and a lot of them are going to be shared here. I have mental health issues, but nothing diagnoseable and sometimes these can be the scariest mental 'illnesses'. Read on, please. X If you have any questions, as me, please. I'll answer them.

Chapter 3

Timeline

1 - Younger - Bubbly, happy naive, innocent

2 - 18/1/2017 - My Grandma died

3 - 04/2017 - Things noticeably go downhill

4 - 22/05/2017 - Self harm starts as I became more desperate

5 - Summer holidays 2017 - I attempt to be positive but I kept breaking inside

6 - Mid Summer Holidays 2017 - Self-hate and self-debt increases and nothing gets better

7 - End of Summer Holidays 2017 - Dark thoughts and suicide plans start

dark thoughts

8 - September 2017 - Suicide Attempt 1

9 - Early - Mid October 2017 - Suicide Attempt 2 and 3

10 - 28/10/2017 - Suicide attempt 4 - Severe overdose, almost died

11 - From then on - I felt guilty for everything

12 - 28/11/2017 - Admitted into hospital and sectioned

13 - 22/12/2017 - Released from hospital back into mental health service

14 - The New Year - eventually things dropped again and I was tired as ever

15 - 18/1/2018 - anniversary of my Grandma's death

16 - April/May 2018 - engages in therapy but is tired as always

17 - Late April 2018 - Ends friendship with bestfriend and tells her that she had a crush on her

18 - Now - Messed up, friendless and in therapy

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